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aprilstarchildDaniel became a fan of Whiffie Fried Pies on facebook. I did the same and commented that I was craving a whiffie, but I should really get to bed at a decent hour for once. And so ate half a serving of Coconut Bliss to assuage said craving for sweets when Daniel texted me saying if I met him at the carts he'd treat me.
So I took off (fuck a normal sleep schedule) and ate a lemon whiffie. And then had a can of ginger ale 'cause I was thirsty.
And now I feel all queasy and stuff, because I had a carb-tastic too-big bowl of pasta for dinner, and then followed it up with a shit-ton of sugar.
In other news: as of whenever I get a new debit card, I'm back on Wellbutrin. Well, "back on" might not be the most appropriate phrase, as I last took it several years ago.
To make a long story short: I'm having too much trouble leaving the house or doing anything, really. I haven't taken any steps towards getting a temp job or going back to school because of inertia and fear. I sleep too much and eat too many carbs and don't ride my bike enough. I'm irritable and moody as hell towards Shawn and cry on him for no discernible reason. I'm not enjoying very many things.
So, yeah, I'm going to start taking Wellbutrin again. The XL version has gone generic, but it's still pricey. I gotta call around.
So I took off (fuck a normal sleep schedule) and ate a lemon whiffie. And then had a can of ginger ale 'cause I was thirsty.
And now I feel all queasy and stuff, because I had a carb-tastic too-big bowl of pasta for dinner, and then followed it up with a shit-ton of sugar.
In other news: as of whenever I get a new debit card, I'm back on Wellbutrin. Well, "back on" might not be the most appropriate phrase, as I last took it several years ago.
To make a long story short: I'm having too much trouble leaving the house or doing anything, really. I haven't taken any steps towards getting a temp job or going back to school because of inertia and fear. I sleep too much and eat too many carbs and don't ride my bike enough. I'm irritable and moody as hell towards Shawn and cry on him for no discernible reason. I'm not enjoying very many things.
So, yeah, I'm going to start taking Wellbutrin again. The XL version has gone generic, but it's still pricey. I gotta call around.
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Date: 2009-10-28 02:44 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2009-10-28 06:42 pm (UTC)The last time I was on it I stayed at 150mgs a day, I wonder if she'll put me on 300mgs eventually. I remember that my staying on the low dose was considered odd, 150's are usually used as a starter dose, 300 is supposed the be the standard dose. I'm not sure how I feel about that, as if I'm on XL I can't skip doses, but I certainly won't be able to drink much alcohol.
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Date: 2009-10-28 04:50 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-10-28 05:58 pm (UTC)I eat like an asshole.
Are you going to Flaming Lips tonight? I think Daks and I are going to get a slice at Rocco's before going over to Lola's room, if you're interested.
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Date: 2009-10-28 06:23 pm (UTC)also April... it's approaching winter. It's too cold to go outside. (ok, I'm only saying this because it's colder in my room than it is outside, and I managed to lose my gloves in my house.)
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Date: 2009-10-28 06:40 pm (UTC)MORE LAYERS, woman. Or turn on your heat if you can.
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Date: 2009-10-29 05:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-29 02:07 pm (UTC)Wear a hat and thick socks. That always helps a lot.
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Date: 2009-10-28 06:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-29 04:23 am (UTC)If you can, enlist people to help you back off the simple carbs. Try to trick yourself into pretending that they're allergens to your roommates or something. I know it's kind of impossible feeling in that state, but if you can get the ball rolling and ride out a few days of detox, it should start getting better.
Eating a fuck-ton of protein instead sometimes helps me. Like ODing on tofu, seitan, nuts, etc.
And Kale. I just eat kale like it's going out of business.
Good luck 'pril! You will be better soon; I have confidence! And don't mind crying on your boyfriend. It's what boyfriends are for ;)
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Date: 2009-10-29 05:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-29 02:09 pm (UTC)So you're gonna bring me some, right?
Why the heck are you up so early? I woke up at six am (after getting to bed around two) because I had to pee, and then I realized that I was so hungry my stomach hurt and I couldn't sleep so I gave up. I'm eating sauerkraut from the jar (so tasty when I've been drinking boozahol) and then probably going back to bed, where Shawn is keeping it nice and warm for me.
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Date: 2009-10-29 11:59 pm (UTC)I think I'm going to attempt to make a shit-ton of kimbap and put it in the fridge, then nuke-a-late it for laterz. I'm not sure how quinoa will go w/ everything (I have come to realize that while I have great food *ideas* they never pan out quite right) but I'll make one like that and see how it goes.
I am trying not to carb out, but now I keep forgetting to eat! Too lazy to cook for myself. It's more fun if Ian and I are cooking togeeeether
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Date: 2009-10-29 02:06 pm (UTC)I think part of the reason I eat so many carbs is that they're easy and cheap. Boil water, add noodles. Y'know?
I don't think Shawn enjoys me crying on him all the time. Don't get me wrong, he's very kind about it, but it's gotta be a downer if nothing else. Especially when I do it for no real reason or really minor reasons. Low blood sugar always makes it worse, I've noticed.
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Date: 2009-11-05 05:21 am (UTC)Do we need to go to The Coast again? ;^)
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Date: 2009-11-05 05:30 am (UTC)