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When Katrina hit, I was at Camp Casey in Crawford, Texas, where I had gone
to support Cindy Sheehan, the Gold Star mother who encamped outside of
Bush¹s ranch to demand a meeting so she could ask him one simple question,
³What noble cause did my son die for?² Cindy is a formidable woman, a
fearless woman because she has already lost what she most loved.

Loss and grief are powerful forces. Camp Casey was full of those who had
suffered the real losses of the Bush administrations¹ war on Iraq, the
families of soldiers, returning veterans, Gold Star Mothers who had lost a
child in Iraq.¹ Along the roadside stood a vast field of crosses to
represent the dead. Across the road, a small encampment of pro-war
counter-demonstrators would gather each day. They didn¹t stay overnight. On
our side, we camped in a ditch, in the hundred and five degree heat, itching
from sweat and chigger bites. The counter-protestors shouted slogans and
drove up and down the road in cars decorated with signs proclaiming their
love for Bush, honking. David, my partner, a veteran of the civil rights
movement and a draft resistor in Vietnam, thought they needed some lessons
in taunting. He¹s been taunted by better in his time‹the outfront racists,
the fanatic anti-communists. The worst our counter demonstrators mustered
was a sign saying, ³The Sixties are over‹why don¹t you go home!² ³Someone
on our side countered with a sign reading, ³The Fifties are over‹why don¹t
YOU go home?²

Bush and his allies are experts at manufacturing emotion, whipping up fear,
exploiting the dead. But here the air was permeated by real and personal
loss. ³You have to understand,² the woman said to me. ³My mother does not
go out. She doesn¹t leave the house.² Her mother, standing next to her,
nodded in agreement. We were outside the big tent where the rally was being
held, at Camp Casey Two, up the road from our campsite. ³But I told her,
you have to come. You have to see this.²

The woman was blond, late thirties, conservatively dressed, in a big sunhat
. She spoke with a Texas accent, and she and her mother looked like
archetypal Republicans. ³Nothing looks prettier than a young man in a
uniform,² she said, smiling sadly ³but when you look at what¹s underneath,
it¹s not so pretty.² Her brother had come back from the first Gulf War,
mentally and emotionally shattered, and had never recovered. And that¹s
what drew her mother out, to gather with others who had also lost real
children, real lives.

I told her about Billy, the son of my best friend from junior high school.
Mary and I played with paper dolls and screamed for the Beatles and went
wild together in the Sixties. She was the first of my friends to get
pregnant, when we were nineteen, and I helped her through the stress of
telling her ultraconservative family, her hasty marriage and messy divorce.
Then we lost touch for many years. I remember Billy as a sweet two-year-old
with angelic curls. He grew up to be the second soldier across the line in
the first Gulf War. I reconnected with Mary shortly after he took a gun to
the beach and shot himself, one of the thousands of uncounted casualties,
suicides, chronically ill, lefovers from that adventure.

The homeless shelters and the cold streets are still filled with men of my
own generation, the living ghosts of Vietnam. Meanwhile veterans¹ services
are being cut back, hospitals closed. My aunt and uncle from the communist
side of the family worked all their lives for the VA, proudly, because as my
aunt said it was the closest thing to socialism in this country. They
enjoyed providing free treatment for people. Perhaps that is why the same
warmongers, so eager to create new casualties, refuse to adequately fund
their ongoing care.

The people at Camp Casey talked about Œbeing on someone else¹s mission,¹
about Œchains of command¹ and Œgetting orders from above², which they
agreeably followed. ³This place is run like the military,² one of my friends
remarked. ³We are the military,² was the answer. They were indeed the
military, the people in this country most directly affected by the reality
of war, Gold Star Mothers who had lost a child in Iraq, returning veterans,
Veterans for Peace, military families. They wore cowboy hats and spoke in
real Texas accents: Bush¹s natural base, in rebellion not at the concept of
authority but at his misuse and abuse of the authority entrusted to him.

Most people there were from Texas, many of them surprised and delighted to
meet other Texans who opposed the war. A whole contingent was from
Louisiana, and New Orleans.

And so on Sunday night when the news reports were tracking Katrina¹s
progress and predicting the disaster of New Orleans, the mood at the camp
was grim. I was over at Camp Casey Two, where a big tent was set up for
meetings and rallies. I was trying to be helpful by making a list of all
the stuff needed for the caravans which would be setting out when the camp
closed on a speaking tour, mobilizing people for the September 24 march on
Washington. On the screen a video was playing detailing the effects of
depleted uranium, showing pictures of the deformed babies born in Iraq,
cyclops babies with only one eye in the center of the forhead, babies with
heads like tumors, babies that are nothing but undifferentiated lumps of
flesh. And at my feet, a man from New Orleans was crying and raging. The
bridges were closed, and no one could get out any longer. The news was
predicting that thousands might die.

The petrochemical industry and the developers have long ruled in the Gulf,
with free reign to destroy the wetlands that are nature¹s buffer against
storms. A huge proportion of the Louisiana National Guard, which is supposed
to take charge during natural disasters, was in Iraq. The rest were
apparently in Florida, moving military equipment out of the path of the
storm. The funds for flood control and reinforcing the levees had been
systematically cut by the Bush administration in order to fund our attacks
on Baghdad and Fallujah.
Hurricanes are fueled by the warmth of the ocean, and the Gulf is abnormally
hot due to global warming, which Bush and his allies will not admit is
happening. Global warming may not have caused Hurrican Katrina, but it
undoubtedly amplified it¹s power and fury.

New Orleans, like Casey Sheehan, is a casualty of war.
And I imagine Cindy joined in her vigil by a mother from New Orleans,
perhaps one whose baby died in her arms of dehydration at the Superdome, to
ask,
³Why did my child die?²

And Bush, if he were honest would have to say to her, ³Your child died of
incompetence and callousness justified by a set of false assumptions:²

That the current economy and technology, fueled by cheap oil and gas, can
and should continue in its current form.

That the profits of those who benefit from the current system are of
paramount importance, and should be protected at all costs.

That war is good for business.

That environmental impacts don¹t need to be counted as part of the cost of
doing business and so don¹t count.

That technology has transcended nature.

That global warming has no real consequences.

That government owes nothing in the way of care and support to its citizens.

That the lives of the poor aren¹t worth much, anyway, especially if they
happen to be black.

That the way to respond to uncomfortable questions is to sneer at and smear
the questioner.

That a good media spin can redefine and outweigh reality.

But reality has a way of being, well, real, and catching up with you. Real
loss, real grief are the real results of the Bush administration¹s policies.
His neocon friends maintain their power by manufacturing fear, exploiting
the dead. But now the real dead are coming back to haunt them.

And so I imagine Cindy and the mother from New Orleans joined by a legion of
mothers from Iraq. I envision the roads of Crawford lined with the corpses
of Baghdad and Fallujah, with the one-eyed monstrous stillbirths, the
children blown to pieces, caked with flesh, soaked with blood. I hear a
chorus of voices asking, ³Why? What noble cause? What great gift are you
bringing us? What is this democracy that abandons the poor to drown?²

I see them laying the bodies at the gates of power. I see us joining them,
to turn the to a wind of justice, a wind of change. Hurricane season has
just begun.