May. 13th, 2009

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I am so freaking mopey today. I know part of why--being a fuck-up with money, the rainy cold weather today, I had weird unhappy dreams last night--but I've been getting things done today, I've cleaned the rats' cage and the bathroom and done some laundry. I think part of it is low blood sugar, so I have a big bowl of whole wheat pasta in front of me. I also went the mailbox, and sure enough: two postcards from Shawn G, yay!

After I eat, I might do more laundry. Or knit for an hour or two. Or read. I don't know yet. Brad thought the Shift meetup was tonight and it's not, so I have no plans tonight.
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I'm about halfway through the time that Shawn G is gone on his bike tour.

And

I miss him so bad. :^(

And

I feel kinda pathetic, considering several of my friends have gone without seeing their long-term significant others for much longer periods of time, or far more often.

It would probably be easier if I was working full-time. Or at all. If nothing else, it would be something else to take up my time and mental energies.

At the same time, I want him to have a good time on his trip, y'know? Somehow, this seems like it should be contradictory, even though it doesn't feel that way.

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