Note to self: It's pointless to try to practice the harp if you haven't eaten since lunch. Even if you've taken your adderall, you will
still suck. Shaky hands do not make for good practice sessions.
I have this nagging feeling that there's something I haven't done that's going to get me into trouble. I have no idea what. I've been randomly anxious all day today, which is making me feel weird. I kept thinking, "Why am I anxious? I don't have anything immediate to be anxious about" which is of course bullshit when I think about it. But I still have that nagging feeling, like there's a homework assignment I've been avoiding, or something. Grrr.
AIM keeps telling people I'm signed on somewhere else. It also keeps booting me off when I'm using it, saying someone else signed on to my account. I find that highly unlikely.
I know what I'm wearing to
jenhowell's roller skating party. My new black and purple striped over-the-knee socks, my short dickies skirtt. I don't have any bloomers, and the boy shorts I own show off more than I'd like, so I'm going to be wearing my bathing suit bottoms over my underwear in case I fall on my ass. I don't feel like randomly flashing people if/when I fall. Which I likely will.
I need to really avoid falling directly on my ass. In my short life I've discovered that every time I fall and land on my tailbone, I get the wind knocked out of me, which is really really unpleasant. It also makes me very sore, so it would be the end of my skating for the night. One of the first times it ever happened to me (while doing gymnastics on the uneven bars in sixth grade), I could barely bend over to tie my shoes afterward.