ha ha ha....

My dad can really piss me off sometimes. Whenever I read something funny online, and I laugh at all, he gets MAD and says it's annoying. I'm so sorry that the sound of my happiness is so irritating. He actually told me once that normal people don't laugh when they read--which was a hurtful thing to say. But he does it all the time! If you read something funny, your natural inclination is to laugh, right? It's really upsetting to me. Especially since he's on sabbatical right now, so he's *always* home. When can I read funny stuff if he's home all the time? I'm just so upset and angry.

Also, now it's my turn to quote song lyrics. Radiohead was nice enough to put them with the album this time. Then again, I think this time they actually make some sort of sense.

In pitch dark
I go walking in
Your landscape
Broken branches
Trip me as I speak
Just because you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there
Just because you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there
There's always a siren
Singing you to shipwrick
Steer away from these rocks
We'd be a walking disaster
Just because you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there
Just because you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there

There there

Why so green
& lonely?
Heaven sent you to me

We are accidents
Waiting
Waiting to happen
We are accidents
Wiating
Waiting to happen

Financial Aid

I am a very happy camper. I found out my financial aid today: I got $1,400 in pell grants, and Stafford loans that add up to $8,000 (that includes the pell grant). That leaves around $3,000 for my living expenses, etc. I'll have to get a part time on campus job. It's just easier to work on campus. I'll have to work 13 hours a week at the rate they pay, not bad. Well, that doesn't include taxes. Oh shit. Bleh. Maybe I'll get more loans.